Unplugged Week 10

Well my old peptides are fighting with me in a harsh way. I’ve changed the reading and I am feeling overwhelmed and tired. My body wants to give up and has come up with all kinds of excuses to not continue with MKMMA. My spirituality goal is to finish MKMMA and that keeps bringing up unwelcome feelings every time I look around and see  my shapes or read my readings, this is torture on my soul. I need to stop the avoidance game, for it is not helping me in anyway. I need to push through and get caught up on my obligations and climb this wall I am pushing into right now.” Lean into the Struggle” for this will make me stronger and I know once I get back onto par I will feel my break through. I enjoy reading other MKMMAers journey and I’m so happy to hear the insight that oozes through their blogs. I guess I am a bit envious because I wish I was good at articulating my thoughts on paper or even expressing them in a way that is graceful and thoughtful.

Master Keys 10-22

Wisdom, strength, courage and all harmonious conditions are the result of power and we have seen that all power is from within; likewise, every lack, limitation or adverse circumstances is the result of weakness, and weakness is simply absence of power; it comes from nowhere, it is nothing — the remedy then is simply to develop power, and this is accomplished in exactly the same manner that all power is developed, by exercise.

This statement means more to me that ever thought, especially in the state of mind I have. Tonight as I write this blog I am creating power by pushing through, doing what I need to do even though my head really doesn’t want to do this, but as I almost finish this blog I already feel a since of accomplishment and my load that seemed so overwhelming has now lightened. All I need is one more blog and I have time to work on that tomorrow what a relief. Its like going to the gym, the best part of going to the gym is leaving the gym after a good workout. I hope anyone reading this understands my journey I just experienced though resistance and paralysation of to much pressure. I know I am not the only one whom has felt like this before. Good luck to all pushing through their adversity’s.  Tomorrow my load is lighter, the power I created will continue to grow for as I finish up another blog with insightful processes my journey again will have taken my depth of persistence has just increased.

Thanks

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One thought on “Unplugged Week 10

  1. I’m right with you, Nikki. My old peptides are alive and kicking. I have quit this course several times, but like you I have to finish it. I don’t ever want to be the person who started this course ever again. Keep up the good fight, I know you can do this.

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